haaa ,actually I was half-ly forget that I'm having a blog now ,so i'm not updating for sooo long .so many problems that passed by ,and i'm very stressed to handle and lose faith ,in another word ,I GIVE UP !so here come the lists of my problemsssssss that burden my head :
1)APPEALS
its totally shit .they making the students hoping and hoping that they will get some another chances to further study .monday ,wednesday ,friday last week until this week ,i'm still waiting ,and it still remain the same .OMG ,please give me a miracle .if not ,i've to wait until the next December for the second intake .wow ,it's a long journey to reach that time u noe
2)UNISEL
as i'm losing hope ,then i've heard that one of my friend said ,actually I can continue the study in degree TESL there . I don't know why ,but i feel so lame .my along call the unisel this morning ,and they said ,"sekarang kami tidak menerima intake baru krana kelas sudah sebulan bermula .cik boleh apply on9 untuk intke nov ni " .pehh ,bek ckp taun dpn jew . i knew it .the always-super advisor ,my alang ,said "kaw btol2 ke mnt tesl ?kaw jgn amek tesl sbb nk bes blaja cpt je .dah alang2 kaw nk msok ipts ,bek kaw minx course yg kaw mnt ,farmasi ke ,law ke .bia lmbt ,jnji kaw suke bnde tu .tak smstinye kaw bes blaja cpt ,kaw keje cpt ,tak de mne de ."then ,he makes me realized of something . i'm just thinking to graduate immediately ,but i only have half-half interest in it .that's why I can't give a big and narrow focus .
3)DRIVING LICENSE
yesss ,yg ptah tumbuh ,yg ilang begnti .hehe .i don't know how to use this phrase in english .my along gave me a message and she said ,"takpela ,nnti pose ,raye ,da bulan 11 .lepas raye nnti kaw amek la lesen .along byar ".yess ,i was like ......TQ ALONG !
4 )GURU SANDARAN
and i was thinking ,while i'm waiting for this upcoming november /december ,mybe I can apply for guru sandaran ,and still ,it can fix my boredom .I don't know what a teacher should be look like ,a fierce-one or a soft-hearted one ?oh ,I want to be a dynamic one .can do everything .haha ,you dreaming !and the best part is ,I will getting rm3000++ if i'm working fer 3 months .yuuuhhu !
5)FAMILY
and i think this is my big big big huge huge huge problem .my caring and loving family now turns down to a very pathetic family .though i think a blog is a place for me to expose feelings ,but I think i should not "buka pekung di dada "and humiliate my family .only thing I can do is praying for the happiness of the family .ones will realized the mistakes and ones can facing the world patiently ,for the sake of their love ones .
6)WEDDING
our YOKO 's president is getting married !haha .dulu jual mahal !me ,kak yen ,shasha ,are the most happy people to hear about this wedding ,because we are getting new president for this club .what can I say ,this club only for virgin girls .HAHA !
can't wait for the upcoming HARI RAYA and puasa .it should be puasa dulu bru HARI RAYA .why I bold only the words HARI RAYA ?haha .sorry ,tak sengje ,it means i'm really into it .
MR .H :shopping RAYA , I keep your promises ok !
p/s :tired of babbling .PFFT !
