LANGKAWI'S PHOTO GALLERY !

arriving at airport,before the departure . MR.CAMERAMAN ,you are charged for taking the blur picture .but thanks to you too ,for not exposing my oily and exhausted face !

THE CABIN LANGKAWI -errr ,do i should said ,it looks like a house ,but it still a cabin ,can u imagine ?

after a safe journey in the cable car .gayat gile tengok bawah !

candid !

haha ,you guys such a great poser !

mahsuri musolleum -*is it the spell right?*-btw ,AL-FATIHAH .

qaisara was so amazed of seeing mahsuri's pictures .she was so beautiful !

dataran helang .

on the boat -island hopping .

DAYANG BUNTING ISLAND .from right -her face ,breast,perut bunting ,and her leg .so funny when the boat driver called the breast as susu .haha .you have no censored !

the panjang tangan monkey .steal foods and drinks from people .

grab the fresh air before going to dayang bunting island .

lol ,do i look so nerdy in that black spectacles ?

whatever do u think ,I 'm not look like a granny ok .

p/s:you guys are my missing puzzle pieces ,and now i'm complete .

along and angah ,please make sure the next vacation ,you guys are there .

I LOVE YOU ALL FOR BEING THE PART OF ME !

it's been a long time i ignore to write on you .i'm sorry for neglecting you for ages .unintentionally ,limited space and time makes me feel reluctant to write about ,but now ,i feel free to write anything ,even i can write for the whole day ,but i don't think so .i am soo lazy !!

for a past few months ,i learnt many things that make me realise of something .FRIENDSHIP .i met so many people with different attitude and behaviour .in fact , i met with some of them that what can i say ,the older they are ,the more immature are them. what a nice quote i guess .hoho .but the truth is ,even i lose friends like them who never appreciate a friendship , who laying on us in difficulty ,and throwing us far far away after that .you guys are HYPOCRIT-IANS !so ,i never regretting of losing friends like you guys and even i'm very thankful that i have more friends now ,you guys ROCK & ROLL my world !

i'm having emotional disorder lately. sad ,angry ,dissapointed , etc are coming my way .i should say aloud ,i had my period last week.so ,it seems that it does not relate with.maybe because i feel very cautious about SOMEONE. he changed lately ,not all the time.he texting and calling me recently ,when i asked ,he said hes busy at working.ok .your reason make sense. please don't lie ok ,or you choose to die.

what i had buy with the ptptn loan ? ok ,i will make a short list .


.introduce you guys with my new cell phone .tadaa .
C6 !
im so glad of having you even you are not mine yet.let you rest in peace with the current holder.i will grab you later sayang .

plus ,i bought a new -orange in color-handbag .sorry ,i dont have the picture on that ,but it soo nice:))

then ,i grab a jeans ,shirts ,blouses,shoes and etc.
i already forgot what had i bought .ohh .i'm giving the money to my another half because he said ,im not a wiser. haha .ok

i need my sleep now cause i wanna to wake up early tomorrow .i'm having some plan with my nephew .good nyte !

she is my obsession ♥

THIS POST IS ALL ABOUT HER .SHE GOT STYLE ,BEAUTIFUL EYES .GORGEOUS ,AND SEXYYYY !BUT THATS NOT THE MATTERS .I ADORE HER BECAUSE OF HER ,AND ONLY HER .SO EVERYBODY ,SHUT UP ,AND TAKE A LOOK ON HER PICTURES ♥

Simple style to adore ,wanna dress up like her ,but i can't .im a muslim ,she's non !

ok guys ,i'm focusing on her face ok,SHE'S GORGEOUS !

jennifer's body !

ok guys out there ,she's hot ,and she's mine *sounds sooo lesbian *haha !

if i am a money maker ...

puasa :check !

raya :check!

ok .the truth is i'm soooo lazy to update my blog .no ideas ,no thoughts ,no stories to put on .i don't know why ,as i had left tesl life ,my writing is going to be very bad ,even I know that previously ,during tesl ,it was bad tooo .hoho .u know what ,writing gonna seems to be fun ,if u know how to be creative. poor me ,i'm not creative either fun !

let's talk bout raya .bla bla bla bla .ok .just start.

if i'm giving a chance to make a wish before hari raya ,so what it can be ?

bundle of money ?

clothes and shoes ?

dozen of kuih raya and biskut raya ?

that's not what the things i eager for .the thing is ,

I WANT TO BE A CHILD BACK .

yeah ,of course ,let us think .once you are a chlid ,then you will get a bunch of money right ?

do ever people willing to give you duit raya if they know you're 19 now ,LIKE ME !

na na na .exactly no !

ok guys ,i think im sleepy already .till meet you again !

a letter from me to stealers

why there are sooo many stealers in this world ?are they really poor and unwilling to work hard to get some cash or they make stealing as a hobby? .stupid right ?im so fucking angry with this kind of jerk people .don't you know how to put some efforts and a little bit of commitment ?

sarah ,one of my best friend ,her purse had been stole by someone in a MOSQUE .you know ,in a mosque ,tmpt suci ?ohhh no ,people nowadays are so desperate ,they willing to steal there.instead of that ,her jeans ,shoes ,and matrix card are missing in action too ,and the poor part ,it happened weekly .

mr.H,lost his things too .his member's house which he's currently stay in ,has been broke down .he lost her wallet ,atm cards ,watch ,handset ,passport and the saddest part is the stealer had success to access the atm machine and stole his money ,quite large amount .he is very frustrated and moron .i wish i can help u there

so please ,to all stealers in malaysia ,please change your behavior .though you are stupid ,but at least you need to have some good attitude .GOD knows what are you doing and He always watching !

keep up-to-date

thanks for those who wished my birthday .thank god ,u guys still remember my born day ,but the most important is u guys still remember me .no matter we are far apart ,but u guys still close in my heart .26 july-midnight ,i got a voice call from em .i thought he forgot the day ,as he slept earlier ,and ignored me ,but actually he did it purposely .thanx darl ,u make my night cry !

new place ,new friends ,new conditions .people look at me weirdly .am i look like a monster or wolf?ohhh ,they seem jealous on me .haha .i am who i am ok .though i wear tight and fit ,thats no make any differences .i'm just act on my own way ,and not faking myself .

I just love to talk about him ,although dyana bangs said "blog kaw jiwang dohh ".haha .he came here last week ,visiting me .its surprising ,as he took 5 hours to reach here ,and we spared only 5 hours to date. haha .no matter what ,i got a black handbag from him .hehe .in returns ,i bought him shirts ,and in returns again ,he treated me secret recipe and mcd .haha .and no return after that from me .

poor my little petite awek sarah nabila ,she lost her purse ,jeans ,wedges ,and matrix card in ONE MONTH .luckily ,she found her purse back then ,but unfortunately ,the purse rest in toilet bowl for a few days before a kakak found it .the stealer took rm15o ,and left rm1 only .for more information about the process of getting back the smelly purse of sarah nabila ,please go through dyana bang's blog .awek ,be patient ok !

having a few days before fasting .so ,please occupied the time left to eat everything and anything .impatiently to wait for hari raya days .new clothes ,new shoes and gonna having blast days with all the couzy ,we run out for karaoke and exhausted for that !

p/s :i am the only me .

new life ,new story

penantian satu penyeksaan .

but I really thank God for this new commitment .though I'd late for a month ,but still I been given a chance to continue this .i'm so happy for the appeal -i got pntadbirn perniagaan (perbankan islam ) in uitm for degree intake .nervous ,as i don't have any basic about banking or so what ever .once again ,i have to struggle for math ,esp account .do i ever said that i don't want to meet u again ,MR MATHEMATIC ?

but i take it as a challenge .nothing is easy in this world right ?even english too , I never think it's easy .and for everyone that support me ,thanxxx .xoxo ;)

haaa ,actually I was half-ly forget that I'm having a blog now ,so i'm not updating for sooo long .so many problems that passed by ,and i'm very stressed to handle and lose faith ,in another word ,I GIVE UP !so here come the lists of my problemsssssss that burden my head :

1)APPEALS

its totally shit .they making the students hoping and hoping that they will get some another chances to further study .monday ,wednesday ,friday last week until this week ,i'm still waiting ,and it still remain the same .OMG ,please give me a miracle .if not ,i've to wait until the next December for the second intake .wow ,it's a long journey to reach that time u noe

2)UNISEL

as i'm losing hope ,then i've heard that one of my friend said ,actually I can continue the study in degree TESL there . I don't know why ,but i feel so lame .my along call the unisel this morning ,and they said ,"sekarang kami tidak menerima intake baru krana kelas sudah sebulan bermula .cik boleh apply on9 untuk intke nov ni " .pehh ,bek ckp taun dpn jew . i knew it .the always-super advisor ,my alang ,said "kaw btol2 ke mnt tesl ?kaw jgn amek tesl sbb nk bes blaja cpt je .dah alang2 kaw nk msok ipts ,bek kaw minx course yg kaw mnt ,farmasi ke ,law ke .bia lmbt ,jnji kaw suke bnde tu .tak smstinye kaw bes blaja cpt ,kaw keje cpt ,tak de mne de ."then ,he makes me realized of something . i'm just thinking to graduate immediately ,but i only have half-half interest in it .that's why I can't give a big and narrow focus .

3)DRIVING LICENSE

yesss ,yg ptah tumbuh ,yg ilang begnti .hehe .i don't know how to use this phrase in english .my along gave me a message and she said ,"takpela ,nnti pose ,raye ,da bulan 11 .lepas raye nnti kaw amek la lesen .along byar ".yess ,i was like ......TQ ALONG !

4 )GURU SANDARAN

and i was thinking ,while i'm waiting for this upcoming november /december ,mybe I can apply for guru sandaran ,and still ,it can fix my boredom .I don't know what a teacher should be look like ,a fierce-one or a soft-hearted one ?oh ,I want to be a dynamic one .can do everything .haha ,you dreaming !and the best part is ,I will getting rm3000++ if i'm working fer 3 months .yuuuhhu !

5)FAMILY

and i think this is my big big big huge huge huge problem .my caring and loving family now turns down to a very pathetic family .though i think a blog is a place for me to expose feelings ,but I think i should not "buka pekung di dada "and humiliate my family .only thing I can do is praying for the happiness of the family .ones will realized the mistakes and ones can facing the world patiently ,for the sake of their love ones .

6)WEDDING

our YOKO 's president is getting married !haha .dulu jual mahal !me ,kak yen ,shasha ,are the most happy people to hear about this wedding ,because we are getting new president for this club .what can I say ,this club only for virgin girls .HAHA !

can't wait for the upcoming HARI RAYA and puasa .it should be puasa dulu bru HARI RAYA .why I bold only the words HARI RAYA ?haha .sorry ,tak sengje ,it means i'm really into it .

MR .H :shopping RAYA , I keep your promises ok !

p/s :tired of babbling .PFFT !

heart-feeling

I can't believe theres still a -third person in a relationship .I don't know why ,theres still one who loves to ruin up everything and disrupting the relationship .A MAN ,who easily falls in love and forget all the sweet memories while A WOMAN who suffer and sacrifice her love to see her beloved ones happy with the other .CHILDREN ?they still wondering whats happening .and till the life goes on ,this problem can't be resolved .this all about LOVE .and only we know how to solve it .Is it too much if i'm said that a man has never stick to their promises ?feeling can turn off ,ryte ?

Too far away .he's now at kelantan ,doing his LI .I don't know what it stands for ,but only I know hes far miles miles away from me .oh my God ,hoping and wishing everything will be OK and fine .LDR-the thing I afraid the most .

today it should be an announcement about the appeals thing .still looking for a place for me to continue and graduate my study .If no choice ,I need to take diploma courses .Its ok ,but as long as I can get a place and futher the studies .

i'm just saying

Some losers

To men who pretend to be real

To every man that has ever let me down And turned my beautiful smile into a frown To every man that has ever dumped me And tore my heart apart slowly To every man that has ever rejected my affection And told me that I wasn’t the one To every man that has ever made me cry To every man that has ever told me a lie To every man that has ever made me feel like less than a woman I ask you to listen Your shallow heart and endless greed No longer have any effect on me And thank you For setting me free to soar And thank you For making me realize that I am worth so much more So I will leave you with your guilt as company And hopefully one day you’ll think of me And you’ll wonder what could have been for the rest of your life While my happiness will shine as a “real man’s” wife

AND ITS TOTALLY YOU ,AHMAD WAQIYUDDIN B YAHYA!

YOU ARE A BAD LOSER THAT I'VE HAD !

PUAS HATI AKU !

* fabulous stuffs to grab *

OH MY PRADA !

I WANT THIS BAG OK !

I'M A ROCKSTAR !

I'M FALLING FOR YOU !

I'M A HOT CHICK !

freaking out day !

Yeaaahh .i loike it ! today ,my hair was totally changed . I went to saloon with my sister-in -law ,sis steph ,a hot super duper mummy ever .Counting which colors that suit us well .Then ,I choose light brown .fuhhh ,its totally LIGHT k . I look like a new me ,but its all fine .no matter what ,I'm never regret of wasting my rm60 for my new hair .

Barber :amoi , ,rmbot awk manyak kering ooo .

me :haahla aunty .dlu sy pnah dye la .sbb tu byk rosak .

barber :ohh ,baek awk bli ini lotion rmbot .myak bgos tok rmbot kring lohh .murah saje .rm25 .

with a doubt ,me :ok .sye angkt nh .

and total up :rm86 .I don't have any idea about rm1 I paid for .

then ,we went to PURPLE RAIN SHOP ,a-selling accessory stuff-shop .OH MY GUCCI !I found loads of beautiful high-heels and handbags .oh .how i wish I can buy all those .haha .never ! snapping a few pictures of and show them to MR .H .what can I do ,he's speechless !

how great if I can wear the heels and become a new modern CINDERELLA .

alamak ,blom ganti puase lagi 3 ary la !

cupcakes

cupcakes;in my dream !

Ishhh ,so annoying ,I can't change my email address for blogger .

oh-0h ,MR.H scolded me just now .He said "NAPE TIDO LAMBAT MALAM TD ???" i'm really sorry ,I can't get sleep last night till dawn .

wake up ,wake up ,oh no .it's 12.4o p.m ,and i'm late .really ? . Today was such a fantastic and pathetic day .We had to bake 1080 cupcakes per day .OMG ,load of works to do ,but still happy .

blueberry muffin .yummy yummy . I just ate 1 ,but it tastes very nice .still having 3 but I forgot to bring back home .sorry everybody .

then ,helping kak nurol to send all the cupcakes to KEM RIMBA ILMU .although i'm a 19 ,and upcoming 20 ,but still I have chances to mingle around .SAMBIL MENYELAM MINOM AIR .hehe. students from east ,west ,north,south ,are coming to BAHAU ,n9 .haha ,i'm so proud ,but i think i'm not .SELAMAT DATANG ADIK-ADIK !

home ,tired ,hungry .sms-ing ,0n9-ing ,facebook-ing ,and blogging .

and the best part to do is MISS-ING him !

first day of blogging ~

oh God ,wake up this morning and I got a call from Dyana ,but sorry Dyana my friend ,I was late to pick up your phone .

Then I got a sms from her :aku sebilik dgn sarah .I love you !Sarah kirim salam :)

Sarah :awek, da msuk msuk blik .same ng dyana .fuh .pnt .tingkat 4 tau .miss u awek .

Only God know how damn much I miss you guys !

The truth is ;I'm still sad with the latest result .I got no offers for my future degree study ,but I believe theres must be a miracle behind this .

2:00 p.m :waiting for kak nurol's call .

3:00 pm :im still waiting !

4 and half p.m: sms-ing kak Nurol ,akak nk sy dtg kol bpe ?now .ok2.

im doing the packaging while kak nurol doing the baking,KEK PISANG !

oh still ,working till 9 pm ,then go home with my brother ,syafiq .He's helping me although I think he's not .HAHA.

mom, i miss your cooking !

I want your IKAN TENNGIRI KICAP !

damn ,there's tom yam on the table .starving starving !

then,ym-ing with my beloved ones, MR.H !IMY and I mean it !

chatting chatting while he's watching football match .still ,he looks cute and chubby.Haha .Please b ,don't read this ok .or I will die .HAHA

but please read this ,I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS BE WITH YOU !

p/s :should I go for stewardess interview ?think think !